[ShinyA]

EDIT -

When I first made this thread, I honestly didn't really remember being such an asshole to people. I haven't played on SEA or really had anything to do with the community or it's players in over a year. In the past couple of days however I was invited to play a few games of DotA with some of the SEA players, it sounded like fun so I hopped on the TS server that they used and we had a blast! It was maybe the most fun I had had online in a while.

While on the TS server though it came to my attention that I was legitimately hated by a lot of the SEA players that I had encountered during the time that I had been actively playing on SEA. I was completely shocked and caught off guard by it because I had no idea that these people that I hadn't really thought much of in a year had such serious hatred towards me! I didn't really remember specifically being an asshole and I was pretty dumbfounded.

I made this thread in hopes of figuring things out and hopefully resolving the issues that people had with me. Well, only one of those things has completely happened and it isn't the latter! I remember the dumb things that I've done and said, the people I've insulted, and the possible bridges that I have burned. I'm sincerely sorry to anyone affected by the idiotic things that I've made them put up with in the past. I've always had a problem with my ego and attitude, it's gotten me into trouble in the past and it's something I continue to work on every day. I'm not the same person I was a year ago, even though I'm not a kid I know I have immature tendencies and they often get the better of me.

It's okay if no one forgives me but do know that I'm sorry and do seek your forgiveness. If put in the same situations that I was in when acting like an idiot in the past I promise you I would behave differently. I took losing way too hard in the past and it caused me to lash out. I'm embarrassed for myself thinking back on the stupid things I've done.

I'm sorry, if given the chance I'd like to make it up to all of you!

[Loach]

I'll be honest. Never met you!

But good on ya coming forward to get stuff sorted out (=

[Peleus]

Never heard of you, so I don't have an opinion either way.

Edit: apart from saying that if there are particular players that have an issue with you take it up with them.

[ShinyA]

Originally Posted by Peleus

Never heard of you, so I don't have an opinion either way.

Edit: apart from saying that if there are particular players that have an issue with you take it up with them.

I would but it seems like there's a ton of people with issues to the point where I don't know who to take it up with lol

[BearPack]

This is the first I have even heard about you, so I'm indifferent, but it's good you've come out to apologise regardless.

If there's a lot of people, The best thing to do would be to start from the top, apologising to people you've affected the most, and work your way down.

People usually let go of old grudges if you come clean =]

[inFeZa]

there's always room for apologies and making out up.

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neon:

hate it when i accidentally make out

[neon]

I think I'll go and eat worms.

[TAEdgE]

You were better in DotA than Zain one game so you're alright

[NvPinder]

Why do you lie about strange things like getting GM on kr? Is it that important to you that people like you?

edit; Also I don't particularly have a problem with you except that someone I hold in very high regard had a big problem with you, I generally dont just blindly take sides but I have a lot of respect for said person as a level headed guy who wouldn't irrationally hate anyone over something silly. So I stood by him in his hate for you.

[yongming]

came in here expecting zanooku but was disappoint.

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	Nemo:	lol Quite soft drama for the moment indeed
	nirvAnA:	hahaha
	Strafe:
	asdfSchnitzel:
	Crankenstein:
	NOM:
	MooZfY:	L

[AxSGRiM]

Someone could have been bming on your traded acc?

[TAriiChard]

Hi MensA,

So this goes back a year, back to when I ran tournaments for teamiCHOR,net with TALkori. In the lobby to the start of the finals between TARossi and Saint (Sensei) you were BMing the shit out of me and Rossi when I said that there were no observers allowed (I'm the admin) which followed with you accusing me of being able to cheat for Rossi. After a much heated argument I decided to leave the lobby and let the players play the finals (because you were teammates with Sensei and didn't trust an "admin" to observe the game).


A few weeks later, due to your success in one of the similar tournaments you were invited to the $500 mwave invitational tournament. You didn't arrive within the 15 minute start time and at around the 30 minute mark I gave the spot to either Jazbas, Revenant or Enderr..... My memory is bad lol. So you decided to arrive when your spot was given to them and then abuse me again for giving your spot away of which I decided to be nice and give the spot back to you.... You lost game 1 and then forfeit and left the tournament...


From then on I simply decided to not trust you and with the amount of abuse I received from you why should I? You abused me, my fellow admins and my fellow clan mates. I'm not holding onto a grudge. I just don't want to be associated with you.


Yours Sincerely,
TAriiChard

[ShinyA]

Originally Posted by NvPinder

Why do you lie about strange things like getting GM on kr? Is it that important to you that people like you?

edit; Also I don't particularly have a problem with you except that someone I hold in very high regard had a big problem with you, I generally dont just blindly take sides but I have a lot of respect for said person as a level headed guy who wouldn't irrationally hate anyone over something silly. So I stood by him in his hate for you.

http://www.sc2ranks.com/kr/2762714/%...95%BC/season/6

I've been in GM multiple times on multiple servers. You can check the match history on that account if you want, I play only GM's and I offrace on the account...

I heard you guys were laughing and saying stuff like "LOL MENSA GM ON KR WHAT A MORON KID" and shit like that, but I haven't had any contact with any of you guys for like a year and when I did I had like 90% win ration GM on SEA and placed well in every tournament I played in so for you to automatically assume I lie about things is just silly..

I'm assuming the person you're referring to is richard , the only time I really remember having interaction with him was when he was hosting a tournament and I just remember reporting my wins to him. I don't know why he hates me so much , honestly

[ShinyA]

Originally Posted by TAriiChard

Hi MensA,

So this goes back a year, back to when I ran tournaments for teamiCHOR,net with TALkori. In the lobby to the start of the finals between TARossi and Saint (Sensei) you were BMing the shit out of me and Rossi when I said that there were no observers allowed (I'm the admin) which followed with you accusing me of being able to cheat for Rossi. After a much heated argument I decided to leave the lobby and let the players play the finals (because you were teammates with Sensei and didn't trust an "admin" to observe the game).


A few weeks later, due to your success in one of the similar tournaments you were invited to the $500 mwave invitational tournament. You didn't arrive within the 15 minute start time and at around the 30 minute mark I gave the spot to either Jazbas, Revenant or Enderr..... My memory is bad lol. So you decided to arrive when your spot was given to them and then abuse me again for giving your spot away of which I decided to be nice and give the spot back to you.... You lost game 1 and then forfeit and left the tournament...


From then on I simply decided to not trust you and with the amount of abuse I received from you why should I? You abused me, my fellow admins and my fellow clan mates. I'm not holding onto a grudge. I just don't want to be associated with you.


Yours Sincerely,
TAriiChard

I don't remember the first bit, but the second bit I played that tournament on time! I lost a game to Deth and then I forfeited ( it was like 4 AM my time ). I had waited up the entire night and was there on time...><

T_T

[NvRossi]

we also don't like being lied to

[ShinyA]

Originally Posted by TARossi

we also don't like being lied to

about ?

[nGenLight]

I've been BM'd pretty hard in my SC2 lifespan, you were one of the few I distinctively remember gave me so much crap (Combination of arrogance, racist, person attacks) back on your account Shinya when I first started playing.

You were also a spastic to guys I hold to high regard like Rossi and Richard.

You were the reason I was very skeptical about Andrew "Sensei".

I don't believe you ever got GM in Korea and I'm not interested in you trying to prove it.

I speak for many others that this server and community just don't care enough about you, and if you really want to make up grounds, stop making excuses and start apologizing, or else, **** off.

Ray

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	inFeZa:	f u c k i n g r a y
	NvPinder:	Pretty much everything this guy said
	NvRossi:	All valid
	TACosmic:	s m a c k d o w n

[TASlowHands]

Originally Posted by MensA

I've been accused and blamed for flaming clan TA to the point of RiiChard holding a grudge for a year about it but I don't remember every doing this

Sounds p standard tbh

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ToRSpartaz:

You sir are very very sexy ^^

[AxSGRiM]

if you're trying to come clean stop trying to come up with I don't remember BS

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	x5.Revenant:	Dayum.
	NDG.Stitch:	do u even kno him lol
	NOM:

[ShinyA]

Originally Posted by xGKingLight

I've been BM'd pretty hard in my SC2 lifespan, you were one of the few I distinctively remember gave me so much crap (Combination of arrogance, racist, person attacks) back on your account Shinya when I first started playing.

You were also a spastic to guys I hold to high regard like Rossi and Richard.

You were the reason I was very skeptical about Andrew "Sensei".

I don't believe you ever got GM in Korea and I'm not interested in you trying to prove it.

I speak for many others that this server and community just don't care enough about you, and if you really want to make up grounds, stop making excuses and start apologizing, or else, **** off.

Ray

WTF?
I'm chinese, how the hell can I racistly attack you?

Not to mention the only account I've ever used on SEA was LzHMensA, I've never used shinya or anything related to shinya on SEA.

I remember having gg's vs you and playing against you in a few go4sc2's...don't remember ever bming u =\