[nGenLight]

Well, I speak for myself, apology accepted. That's a first step, I guess.

If you are indeed, Korean GM level, you should be the best player on this server, by a good margin.

[ShinyA]

I edited the first post:

EDIT -

When I first made this thread, I honestly didn't really remember being such an asshole to people. I haven't played on SEA or really had anything to do with the community or it's players in over a year. In the past couple of days however I was invited to play a few games of DotA with some of the SEA players, it sounded like fun so I hopped on the TS server that they used and we had a blast! It was maybe the most fun I had had online in a while.

While on the TS server though it came to my attention that I was legitimately hated by a lot of the SEA players that I had encountered during the time that I had been actively playing on SEA. I was completely shocked and caught off guard by it because I had no idea that these people that I hadn't really thought much of in a year had such serious hatred towards me! I didn't really remember specifically being an asshole and I was pretty dumbfounded.

I made this thread in hopes of figuring things out and hopefully resolving the issues that people had with me. Well, only one of those things has completely happened and it isn't the latter! I remember the dumb things that I've done and said, the people I've insulted, and the possible bridges that I have burned. I'm sincerely sorry to anyone affected by the idiotic things that I've made them put up with in the past. I've always had a problem with my ego and attitude, it's gotten me into trouble in the past and it's something I continue to work on every day. I'm not the same person I was a year ago, even though I'm not a kid I know I have immature tendencies and they often get the better of me.

It's okay if no one forgives me but do know that I'm sorry and do seek your forgiveness. If put in the same situations that I was in when acting like an idiot in the past I promise you I would behave differently. I took losing way too hard in the past and it caused me to lash out. I'm embarrassed for myself thinking back on the stupid things I've done.

I'm sorry, if given the chance I'd like to make it up to all of you!

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Baldie:

I approve of this message

[syfChadMann]

So... Okay, Apparently... no one really hates me.

Whats up with that?

Also, while I'm on the band wagon - Hey MensA - I don't know you, you've never done anything to me... so you're all cool by me (that was meaningful.. wasn't it!! - lets hug?)

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	HuT:
	TAkrunch:	I'd never hate you chadmann

[Midas]

inb4 "I don't always apologize but when I do I don't remember it" memes

[dippa]

Originally Posted by MensA

When I first made this thread, I honestly didn't really remember being such an asshole to people. I haven't played on SEA or really had anything to do with the community or it's players in over a year. In the past couple of days however I was invited to play a few games of DotA with some of the SEA players, it sounded like fun so I hopped on the TS server that they used and we had a blast! It was maybe the most fun I had had online in a while.

While on the TS server though it came to my attention that I was legitimately hated by a lot of the SEA players that I had encountered during the time that I had been actively playing on SEA. I was completely shocked and caught off guard by it because I had no idea that these people that I hadn't really thought much of in a year had such serious hatred towards me! I didn't really remember specifically being an asshole and I was pretty dumbfounded.

I made this thread in hopes of figuring things out and hopefully resolving the issues that people had with me. Well, only one of those things has completely happened and it isn't the latter! I remember the dumb things that I've done and said, the people I've insulted, and the possible bridges that I have burned. I'm sincerely sorry to anyone affected by the idiotic things that I've made them put up with in the past. I've always had a problem with my ego and attitude, it's gotten me into trouble in the past and it's something I continue to work on every day. I'm not the same person I was a year ago, even though I'm not a kid I know I have immature tendencies and they often get the better of me.

It's okay if no one forgives me but do know that I'm sorry and do seek your forgiveness. If put in the same situations that I was in when acting like an idiot in the past I promise you I would behave differently. I took losing way too hard in the past and it caused me to lash out. I'm embarrassed for myself thinking back on the stupid things I've done.

I'm sorry, if given the chance I'd like to make it up to all of you!

That's a crazy good apology. ****, even the writing is excellent.

Now: it's time to follow through.

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JoFritzMD:

I think I had a tear in my eye by the end of it

[IrisFlaunt]

hi mensa, what was the song called in your stream at around the 25min mark? http://www.twitch.tv/s2shinya/b/307696040

[Mr_Zain]

Originally Posted by EdgE

You were better in DotA than Zain one game so you're alright

Mate how did I know my name would fly in here hahaha.

Mensa, haters gonna hate, just keep up the good manner and they'll fade away. Can't please them all - I wouldn't lose sleep over it champ!

[TAhackdZ]

I have no thoughts on this BM thing at all, I don't know you and don't care to know you. However I HIGHLY suggest that this thread be locked/closed.

We don't need this kind of shit storm on our forums. If you are legitimately sorry take it up with the people you offended, don't plaster it all over our forums.

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NvRossi:

i dont believe you read the whole thread HackdZ

[inFeZa]

Threads like this is why i come to sc2sea.com

[Gunter]

Im a bit of a dick i always have been i get aggravated easily i hate losing like most people but i get really mad at it especially if i think i could of win if i did this thing instead. and i have had and dished out my share of BM but its always good to apologize. i need to apologize to QEDbanana he seems liek a good bloke but i was a dick to him quite abit but it didnt mean it it was all just getting him riald up for shits and gigs good on ya anyways mate

[cRSenSei]

Hi Nate goodluck getting everyone to stop hating you!

I know he means well and really wants to make things right with everyone, everyone has a past to move on from even myself from my SC:BW days. Although it makes me cringe when I read your replies to defend yourself which include more information about who you beat in a clan war or what record you have on korea because that's not going to help or change what people think of you or your skill level here. What edge said is also true it's 90% tournaments and 10% ladder, the top SEA players don't even play on SEA for practice anymore because they know it's pretty much a joke so they all play on KR so saying I beat all the top SEA players on SEA ladder doesn't mean much we all take games off each other on the ladder from time to time and half the time it's just f*cking around "because it's SEA". When you and I first started playing in SEA in the go4sc2 tournies we both never won any so that's what they have to base your skill level vs SEA off, I know for myself I ALWAYS got bloody knocked out in semi's or finals vs iaguz/targa/mafia/glade. I know I had this discussion with you last night - getting into GM on KR is a completely different thing to getting matches vs GMs all the time and winning and having a good win percentage in top of masters.

I hope you can one day be forgiven and be apart of us on TS again for more DOTAs

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	EXCL:
	simon:	no point living or playing dota anymore! we lost our leader yesterday :(

[PiG]

Sorry I lost my fuse yesterday your replies seemed like a giant pile of brag rather then honestly trying to apologise for anything

Good rewrite of your OP.

[Maynarde]

I think this thing has run it's course, stuff like this should really be a blog imo.

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	inFeZa:	I CAN STILL USE THE REP SYSTEM TO POST IN THIS THREAD #powerabuse
	Stallion:	i agree but was entertaining
	Bloodmyst:	I wouldn't have gotten repped for saying "Honky Dory" if it was :(