So, the past few days has been a real tough time for me personally as my GF of 3 years told me she didn't love me anymore, and asked that I leave the house and return back to my parents house. She feels that at this time we're becoming more friends than lovers.
So, this is mainly a result of myself being on the computer and gaming / whatever for a majority of the day, which ends up making me less sociable with her in terms of going out and doing things with her and all that.
Because my current job only gives me 5 hours a week, and Uni is over. I have nothing to do during the day and end up sitting here playing games all day, cook dinner, then return. Not only that, I also live with my GF in her house. The mortgage is in her name and all that. I can hardly pay for bills and I feel that I've let her down in that regard.
Because I love her so much that I'm willing to do anything, I promised to her that I would stop doing anything gaming related to help with my 'addiction' on the computer to stop spending as much time. As well as change in terms of how I am socially. (Do more RL things, etc)
Just today I got an offer for a new job, that offers 20+ hours a week. This will help greatly with occupying my time during the day, and actually giving me an income that I'm able to actually start paying for bills, groceries and other stuff.
As a result of this, I will be quitting casting games, streaming, Youtube stuff and all that. This weekend will be the last stream I will do (For the Alienware Pro-Am) then that will be it. Yes, that also means that I won't be on the Podcast (But will try to get someone else to run it).
I will also be leaving Team Immunity as well, I can't hardly dedicate enough time with the team with my new decisions unfortunately.
I want to thank everyone who helped me and supported me throughout the 2 years that I was apart of SC2SEA, everyone from Zergtastic who started my casting 'career' and to Nirvana who keeps helping me out. Thanks to iM as well, it was good fun for the time that I was apart of it and appreciate the opportunity to improve.
And finally, thanks to everyone who watched any of my streams, you're all ultimately who kept me going, and I'm entirely grateful for your support.
Thanks everyone for the fun, and good luck in the future! I'll be checking in here and there so don't disappoint
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