i know this is more of a "how can i help u thread" but i guess putting down my experience works as well!
used to shiver like crazy during the loading screen when i see that my opponent is slightly favored. i'd keep telling myself "I GOTTA BEAT THIS GUY, IF I DO I'LL GET INTO MASTERS." that never worked. because it ended up with me doing an all-in but poorly timed. i didn't know how I could get rid of all these nerves. when i see the pro's ladder they are so chill!!!! so i decided to turn on music. i turn on music that pumps me up and gives me a sensation that i'm enjoying this game because it's fun as hell! and after that I could mass ladder non-stop. now that i'm gaining my confidence back, i've learned to play this game with a mindset where you play it because you love it. whether or not u win, you should make the best out of it by playing your best!!!
hope you can overcome this obstacle in getting better.
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