When I first made this thread, I honestly didn't really remember being such an asshole to people. I haven't played on SEA or really had anything to do with the community or it's players in over a year. In the past couple of days however I was invited to play a few games of DotA with some of the SEA players, it sounded like fun so I hopped on the TS server that they used and we had a blast! It was maybe the most fun I had had online in a while.
While on the TS server though it came to my attention that I was legitimately hated by a lot of the SEA players that I had encountered during the time that I had been actively playing on SEA. I was completely shocked and caught off guard by it because I had no idea that these people that I hadn't really thought much of in a year had such serious hatred towards me! I didn't really remember specifically being an asshole and I was pretty dumbfounded.
I made this thread in hopes of figuring things out and hopefully resolving the issues that people had with me. Well, only one of those things has completely happened and it isn't the latter! I remember the dumb things that I've done and said, the people I've insulted, and the possible bridges that I have burned. I'm sincerely sorry to anyone affected by the idiotic things that I've made them put up with in the past. I've always had a problem with my ego and attitude, it's gotten me into trouble in the past and it's something I continue to work on every day. I'm not the same person I was a year ago, even though I'm not a kid I know I have immature tendencies and they often get the better of me.
It's okay if no one forgives me but do know that I'm sorry and do seek your forgiveness. If put in the same situations that I was in when acting like an idiot in the past I promise you I would behave differently. I took losing way too hard in the past and it caused me to lash out. I'm embarrassed for myself thinking back on the stupid things I've done.
I'm sorry, if given the chance I'd like to make it up to all of you!
But good on ya coming forward to get stuff sorted out (=
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This is the first I have even heard about you, so I'm indifferent, but it's good you've come out to apologise regardless.
If there's a lot of people, The best thing to do would be to start from the top, apologising to people you've affected the most, and work your way down.
People usually let go of old grudges if you come clean =]
Why do you lie about strange things like getting GM on kr? Is it that important to you that people like you?
edit; Also I don't particularly have a problem with you except that someone I hold in very high regard had a big problem with you, I generally dont just blindly take sides but I have a lot of respect for said person as a level headed guy who wouldn't irrationally hate anyone over something silly. So I stood by him in his hate for you.
Why do you lie about strange things like getting GM on kr? Is it that important to you that people like you?
edit; Also I don't particularly have a problem with you except that someone I hold in very high regard had a big problem with you, I generally dont just blindly take sides but I have a lot of respect for said person as a level headed guy who wouldn't irrationally hate anyone over something silly. So I stood by him in his hate for you.
I've been in GM multiple times on multiple servers. You can check the match history on that account if you want, I play only GM's and I offrace on the account...
I heard you guys were laughing and saying stuff like "LOL MENSA GM ON KR WHAT A MORON KID" and shit like that, but I haven't had any contact with any of you guys for like a year and when I did I had like 90% win ration GM on SEA and placed well in every tournament I played in so for you to automatically assume I lie about things is just silly..
I'm assuming the person you're referring to is richard , the only time I really remember having interaction with him was when he was hosting a tournament and I just remember reporting my wins to him. I don't know why he hates me so much , honestly
I've been in GM multiple times on multiple servers. You can check the match history on that account if you want, I play only GM's and I offrace on the account...
I don't even know you, but this sort of arrogant shit doesn't really run too well around here.
I don't even know you, but this sort of arrogant shit doesn't really run too well around here.
Trust me, experience.
I'm an arrogant person, I know it's one of my faults. I try to be more humble and maybe I was a cocky asshole before, I just really don't remember ever doing anything to make people hate me so much lol.
Like look at Light's response, I don't recall ever being mean to him. He says I'm racist but we're both the same race.
But as for linking the account, I wasn't bragging. It all came about because when I was on TS someone asked me "are you good at sc2 / what rank are you?" and I said "gm na and kr" and then apparently the next day I got flamed for saying that. Then in here I got flamed so I posted my account, I wasn't just coming in and throwing it around lol
I'm an arrogant person, I know it's one of my faults. I try to be more humble and maybe I was a cocky asshole before, I just really don't remember ever doing anything to make people hate me so much lol.
Like look at Light's response, I don't recall ever being mean to him. He says I'm racist but we're both the same race.
But as for linking the account, I wasn't bragging. It all came about because when I was on TS someone asked me "are you good at sc2 / what rank are you?" and I said "gm na and kr" and then apparently the next day I got flamed for saying that. Then in here I got flamed so I posted my account, I wasn't just coming in and throwing it around lol
If you don't think what you said is arrogant (which is what you're defending in the second half of your post) then there's your problem. :|
If you just linked the account and left it at that; leaving it as proof that you are indeed masters on KR with a very nice winrate, it'd be sweet. However, you went on to say "Oh, btw, I only offrace and **** around, and it's all against Korean GM's". That's the arrogant part.
So this goes back a year, back to when I ran tournaments for teamiCHOR,net with TALkori. In the lobby to the start of the finals between TARossi and Saint (Sensei) you were BMing the shit out of me and Rossi when I said that there were no observers allowed (I'm the admin) which followed with you accusing me of being able to cheat for Rossi. After a much heated argument I decided to leave the lobby and let the players play the finals (because you were teammates with Sensei and didn't trust an "admin" to observe the game).
A few weeks later, due to your success in one of the similar tournaments you were invited to the $500 mwave invitational tournament. You didn't arrive within the 15 minute start time and at around the 30 minute mark I gave the spot to either Jazbas, Revenant or Enderr..... My memory is bad lol. So you decided to arrive when your spot was given to them and then abuse me again for giving your spot away of which I decided to be nice and give the spot back to you.... You lost game 1 and then forfeit and left the tournament...
From then on I simply decided to not trust you and with the amount of abuse I received from you why should I? You abused me, my fellow admins and my fellow clan mates. I'm not holding onto a grudge. I just don't want to be associated with you.
So this goes back a year, back to when I ran tournaments for teamiCHOR,net with TALkori. In the lobby to the start of the finals between TARossi and Saint (Sensei) you were BMing the shit out of me and Rossi when I said that there were no observers allowed (I'm the admin) which followed with you accusing me of being able to cheat for Rossi. After a much heated argument I decided to leave the lobby and let the players play the finals (because you were teammates with Sensei and didn't trust an "admin" to observe the game).
A few weeks later, due to your success in one of the similar tournaments you were invited to the $500 mwave invitational tournament. You didn't arrive within the 15 minute start time and at around the 30 minute mark I gave the spot to either Jazbas, Revenant or Enderr..... My memory is bad lol. So you decided to arrive when your spot was given to them and then abuse me again for giving your spot away of which I decided to be nice and give the spot back to you.... You lost game 1 and then forfeit and left the tournament...
From then on I simply decided to not trust you and with the amount of abuse I received from you why should I? You abused me, my fellow admins and my fellow clan mates. I'm not holding onto a grudge. I just don't want to be associated with you.
Yours Sincerely,
TAriiChard
I don't remember the first bit, but the second bit I played that tournament on time! I lost a game to Deth and then I forfeited ( it was like 4 AM my time ). I had waited up the entire night and was there on time...><
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