So jazbas said something in the frustration thread which got me to realise something. In this small of a community being excommunicated is somewhat easy to achieve - eg. be a loudmouth like Jacko. I don't want to apologise for past 'mistakes', but I do want to apologise about my bm yesterday. I was just bitter because I realised that I am probably going to go nowhere in this game and as such get angry over how much I put into it, only to be disappointed at the end rather than attaining that sense of 'achievement'.
Anyway I do not expect forgiveness as I understand that I am inherently disliked by many in the community. I don't really care either. My apology is because I acted stupidly yesterday, but I'm not going to apologise for whatever I did to offend you 6 months ago or whatever. I have my friends in the community and thats enough. I would rather isolate myself from the intricacies of political correctness and the hypocrisy of which I see a lot on this server.
The reason being "My apology is because I acted stupidly yesterday, but I'm not going to apologise for whatever I did to offend you 6 months ago or whatever". I cannot bring myself to apologise for doing basically (in my opinion) nothing wrong, whereas yesterday I was being a douchey prick which was much unlike I usually am.
I don't even think you should be apologising. Gonna put it really bluntly, and say that people in this community circlejerk over political correctness if you're a relatively unknown player, and if you're known you get away with being an arrogant fuckhole.
Whatever man, you're still rad fun in my books. Party hard.
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