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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014 3:37 PM
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In short, Sorry AxS, DGTV, ETL, SC2SEA


Some might say I could just as easily handle this in person with messages to the relevant people but in this case I think I would prefer to make a public apology.

First of all I'd liketo apologise to those that have born the brunt of my raging recently, with my dearly loved maternal Grandmother in hospital with a stroke and fading, my Grandfather struggling to cope with possibly losing his partner of 40+ years and so on... I've been under a great deal of stress.

Its not an excuse. I know. But its the reason I've been lashing out recently. I'm getting a grip (slowly) so hopefully I calm down soon.

So to those i've lashed out at recently - I am sorry.

And the AxS clan... I'd like to apologise to you guys as well. I keep missing my commitments with you guys and I really dislike it when I say, "YES, I'll do this!" Then turn around and don't. If you guys can put up with me for just a little while longer I will make a firm promise, come hell or high water, I'll be casting your Red V Blue finale.

I am sorry AxS.

And a combined apology to AxS and DGTV. I was supposed to cast your war last night. I did not. I dont have a real excuse for that.... apart from falling asleep in my couch and not waking up until 1 AM :S

And the kind folks at ETL...

They have put up with me very nicely in recent times. So thankyou ladies and gents! But I still want to offer you fine people an apology as well. I've been a bit of an asshat recently.

Please bare with me while I sort myself out!
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:38 PM BnetId: Soundwave.916  Race: Clan: ETL  Location: Canberra, Australia  Total Posts: 1,228  # 1
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Re: My Apologies

I literally have not seen you say or do anything wrong, even in Skype chat.

Uh, apology accepted!
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:42 PM   Race: Clan: AxS  Location: Adelaide, Australia  Total Posts: 1,584  # 2
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Re: My Apologies

Whoa Whoa Whoa~~~~

What in the heck are you apologizing for man?
I thought I told you that it's fine if you can't make it! It's not like it's required of you to take your own time to cast other people's games for their enjoyment.

And with your grandma.. I don't even know what to say man... :/ I don't know..

Just.. Don't feel bad for missing out on doing things for us, reason or not, it really doesn't matter, it's just a couple games that were casted anyway.

Don't beat yourself up
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:42 PM BnetId: FeDe#901  Race: Location: Brisbane, Australia  Total Posts: 459  # 3
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Balimaar, sorry about your grandmother, I know the feeling of both losing a family member and seeing them in hospital without the ability to do or say anything to help, just be there for your family dude, you'll get through it.

Also RL get's in the way I don't see why anyone would hold it against you if you can't cast, for the falling asleep part, most of us live busy lives and sometimes rest is better then getting yourself exhausted.

I got faith in you man always have, keep your chin up.
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:42 PM BnetId: EviLAcE.953 SEA EviLAcE.### NA  Race: Location: Melbourne  Total Posts: 113  # 4
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Re: My Apologies

I am sure that I speak for a lot of the members on here, but we understand the pain you are suffering and It is totally understandable to have not shown up for the clan war last night.
Take the time you need to feel better, don't feel that you are letting everyone down too much. Sometimes realise just out weighs Video games.

I really hope everything gets sorted out soon and that you can be back and cheerful as always
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:58 PM BnetId: Spook.389  Race: Clan: ToR  Location: Adelaide, Australia  Total Posts: 1,570  # 5
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if had a dollar for every time i slept through a clan war i would have like 7 dollars
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New Sun, 15th-Jun-2014, 3:58 PM BnetId: DroneProbe.445 NA  Race: Clan: ETL  Location: Adelaide, Australia  Total Posts: 228  # 6
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Quote:
Originally Posted by ETL.Soundwave
I literally have not seen you say or do anything wrong, even in Skype chat.

Uh, apology accepted!
I try not to make a fool of myself in my own clan's chat. I've toed the line kinda close (to my standards anyway).

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Whoa Whoa Whoa~~~~

What in the heck are you apologizing for man?
I thought I told you that it's fine if you can't make it! It's not like it's required of you to take your own time to cast other people's games for their enjoyment.
I hate putting my hand up for things, making promises and then not keeping my promise. It just feels wrong to my character.

Of course, I'm not just doing it for everyone else Its more or less the only way I have time to watch games from people who are better than me at the game.

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Originally Posted by Chiddiru

I got faith in you man always have, keep your chin up.
It's really difficult (especially when someone from the family that no one in their fright mind would trust as far as they could throw a 500 pound Sumo Wrestler claims to have power of attorney when they never have and tries to put a Do Not Resuscitate order on her...)

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I really hope everything gets sorted out soon and that you can be back and cheerful as always
Ill try Oh btw I'll definitely be casting that replay you sent me. Ofc there isnt much competition since at this time you are the only one to submit something!
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New Thu, 19th-Jun-2014, 3:40 PM BnetId: IXLsyntox.344  Race: Clan: IXL  Location: Sydney,Australia  Total Posts: 86  # 7
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Sorry mate this apology just isn't going to cut it. You have hurt alot of people with your remarks, and failing to show up when you said you would be there is just poor form. Now you have to live with the consequences of your actions.
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New Thu, 19th-Jun-2014, 11:48 PM BnetId: BearPack. 461  Race: Clan: IXL  Location: Melbourne, Australia  Total Posts: 143  # 8
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Re: My Apologies

Be a man, and don't apologise for shit.
Too many people this day/age apologise for every small insignificant thing, whether it be something as small as being in someones way in a shopping center, or offending someone with your opinion.
It's YOUR life, live it how you want it, and don't apologise to random people on the internet to save their e-feelings. No-one will remember this in a few days time, save yourself some dignity.


That being said, you might need to work on your stress issues and re-think what you're prioritizing. Grandma is probs #1 here, so you shouldn't even be worrying about anything else.
In regards to the clans, you need to:
a) restructure your time so you dont **** up schedules. If not, you need to:
b) at least alert all affiliated with the changes so they are prepared.

It's literally that easy, but you're complicating it with your "feelings" and "emotions" and "high stress levels".

Pull the tampon out, be a man, and figure your shit out mate.
And by mate, I mean never your mate, dickhead.






Srs.

Edit: this thread brought me back from the dead cotdayum.
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