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Hi everyone
My name is FaDeMeatex and i'm a rage-a-holic...

So many people here know of me, mainly because of my reputation of being a stubborn raging qq whiner kid TT (i'm 27 btw)
I have complained a lot here about sc2, blizzard, real life and so on.
I know that some people don't respect me here or ignore me and I deserve it I guess ~.~;
I take offense easily and in most cases its unwarranted
I also am too quick to bm in game at times

But this comes as no new news to anyone who has crossed my path on a bad day
To those I owe, I give my most sincere apology m(_._)m

To those who tried to help me but faced a wall of denial: I actually do listen and use the advice once I have cooled down so sorry and thanks.
To those who drew my ire unintentionally I'm sorry for flipping tables over stupid shit
To those who have faced my excessive bm in game i'm sorry too - unless you started it :P

To a very very small list of individual(s) though I stand by my ㅗ wholeheartedly

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Let me now tell you a story of my day
I went on a winning streak today - in fact don't think I dropped a game
2 games stood out

Game 1: ZvP Shakuras - opponent was Masters P

I have demoted to plat for the third time little while ago and was still playing plats at even until recently
So with my low confidence, especially ZvP, I decided to go for a fast roach ling all in once I saw he was slightly favoured.
It was great success ^^
I let him see my expo and kept him in his base but he decided to remain greedy. When my army arrived he fought back for longer than most only to leave without a gg like most

I chatted him after and asked why no gg?
He gave the usual line of it wasn't a good game so no gg and said i'm just a lame zerg who doesn't know how to play properly

Game 2 ZvP Shattered Temple - same masters protoss

In between games I was looking at his profile to see whether he was this stand up standard only player that he made himself out to be (noticed he took a game off of aLtStallion 0.o - though pvp so I dunno)
The game begun and he said gl hf...
my response: better build more cannons this time ^^

bm perhaps but he did call me lame and said I only knew how to all in
I went speedling expo while he tried a 3 gate expo into 4 pressure while getting his other tech up.
I was expecting this after seeing his match history (yay) so I had a force of roach ling ready
He decided to fall back so I went back to droning and breaking down rocks

Scouted his blink stalker play so I started working on ling hydra and had enough units to that he couldn't do anything. I pushed him back to his natural and then countered his third that his push was trying to secure. Kill him before colossus I was thinking.
It worked I beat a guy who has taken down high gm players ^^ I was so happy
Though to be fair he donated all his sentries when he blinked back (without a single force field)

I was so happy I just had to message him after he gged and say
you mentioned something about me not being able to play properly? ^^
Should probably feel bad about being a little bm to him but hey - he's protoss

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Maybe you're thinking;
Hang on you always whinge about ZvP and yet here you are winning?
How did you manage to beat the unbeatable OP bs that is protoss?

Want to know what changed? What I did different? How did I fix my mechanics and decision making so instead of losing to plats I stomped a masters? Want to know the secret?
Use this information carefully young gamer - it could make leagues of difference...

Now all I need is your credit card number
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Actually as funny as it sound, and PiG will likely back me up on this (♥), the key factor is SLEEP
I had some good sleep for the first time in... I can't remember how long.
Even with lag I was playing leagues better than usual
Usually I play stressed or tired but as they say healthy body healthy mind.

If you're having trouble try more sleep, excercise, healthy eating or otherwise dealing with stress in your real life because man does it **** your starcraft up something horrid. Ladder is not the place to go after a shitty day at work. Watch some community first, read a book, eat a salad, do some pushups or perhaps have a fap You will notice a difference






Now about that credit card number?