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An Absence Unexplained
 

I think it's safe to say that my absence from the BSG and GPD Open has greatly hindered them and possibly offended some.

To all, I apologise.

In the recent weeks, I had isolated myself in a bid to 'fix' my problems. It ended poorly with me ending up in the hospital.

I was only allowed 30 minutes every now and then to access the net and it was always monitored. Only recently, was I allowed to go back to my 'normal' life. (*sarcastic laugh;hahaha*)

I am glad that some how the rest of the admin team for the BSG has stepped up to the plate and no doubt some of the higher ups and big guns within our community have helped them out. To all, thank you.

With that said, I am sorry to announce my sudden withdrawal as an admin and possibly from the community. My 'problems' have spiraled to a point where they just control everything. The pressure of school is also starting to get to me.

I should probably man up and just push it all aside. But this community deserves better. I hope someone does do better cause I did not give it my best. This community deserves it. Always will.

This community was the only thing that probably kept me from going off the rails. A small light in the dark. I'll miss this but I don't think I can keep up anymore. Not without 'fixing' myself first.

Thanks for the memories everyone.

I'll see you when I see you.

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Panda!!!! Get better soon ;(
#believe that things can and will get better

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Hang in there my friend!

We'll hold down the fort in the BSG and GPD tournies. You just focus on the repair work

Good luck! And I'm pretty sure the community would be happy to help you if you need us

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It's terrible to hear that you are going through some tough times, I hope that you are getting all the assistance you need, both professionally and from us hear in sc2sea. GL HF and stay well!

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much luv

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"I should probably man up and just push it all aside" This is never the answer (except you know, zombie apocalypses and stuff, in those situations repress as hard as you can.) Look after yourself first man, this community owes you not the other way around.

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PANDA Get better soon man

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These problems tend to be less when we find something that can push them out of the way naturally. Maybe SC2 isn't the right way to go at this point. But don't stop searching.

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Panda your an awesome guy and i can relate to sc2sea being that Light house in the vast empty storm. Push through it man !!! just keep sailing and find the harbor. We love you man and you have done a lot when there was no one else doing the BSG and GPD you came in and started them back up. In your honor i try to find someone to help me with the GPD community and continue it on for you man !

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Panda, you're quite possibly one of the nicest people I have talked to one this site man.
I can only hope you get "better" and lead a healthy and successful life soon mate.

On a side note, I've been through a lot of what I think you might be talking about, so if you're ever wanting to maybe talk to someone, don't hesitate to message me on Skype! Even if it's 4am or something ridiculous!

I'm sure that goes for many other people too, we all want to see you get "better" man. And on behalf of AxS' BSG+PD I would like to thank you for your time as an admin, even with everything going on, you stuck through it and delivered time after time.

Good luck, and thankyou.

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As mentioned way before (several occasions), I do not mind managing the GPD open. However if Wolf is managing both, then all the best.

But most importantly... panda get better soon


EDIT : No bm or misunderstandings intended; if any, it's probably due to bad wording from me

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You've given the community so much of yourself over the past few years man. You are an outstanding member of and Sc2sea, always so positive and full of life and energy whenever you are around.

I am probably saying much of the same thing, but whenever you need someone to talk to, you know that I, no not just me, many of the sc2sea and ToR community would make time for you Owen.

I think that I have said it before, but I feel that I should say this again - I admire you for how strong, independent and positive you are, so stay strong brother.

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Panda..

You are an inspirational guy. You've given sooo much for this community and never asked for anything in return. You have my utmost respect and I wish you all the best in sorting out what is holding you back in life. Remember, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, downhill journey is easier than the uphill and many, many people here that care about you.

If there is ever anything I can do, don't hesitate to ask me mate.

#OneLove

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All the best dude

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Met you IRL before at IEM and you're a fine guy. Hope you can get everything together and pull through this season of your life! Always be positive, and as so many people above me have said already, if anything that we can help, we'll do our best. I'm just one checkpoint away from you!

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Get well soon!