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Am I SEA's Idra?
 

My fellow FaDe team mates and anyone who has had more than one conversation with me probably knows that I tilt and get really angry very easily.
When I am calm of mind I do see problems with game design in sc2 and architecture in BNet I do feel that terran is too well constructed and protoss is - depsite having holes in its construction much like zerg - is very much easier to play.
But when I try my best and doing things like multi pronged harass, holding off push after push only to hit a will when i try to counter when I should be able to punish the player I cannot. Or when I fail to defend a strat I know 100% is coming~
My rage starts to well and my blood begins to boil. It brings my feelings about this game and totally blows them out of proportion and the game becomes fundamentally broken in my eyes. I can't hear advice on how to improve and i'm left bashing my head against a wall not being able to understand what is happening and why I lose to players worse than me.

When I play protoss I can't believe how laid back it is and how I don't have anything at all to fear yet from the opening second as zerg I have to manage a list of 30+ all ins while desperately trying to find out what my opponent is doing.

This disparity makes me quite sad
And this is piled on the mess that is BNet and the missed opportunity that was campaign TT

Anyway I wonder how do people stop BS from clouding their SC2 experience? How do I get raped despite feeling like I was doing better than my opponent without it turning me into a frenzy? Especially when I feel like I have to get some good ladder games in before I can log off TT

To the trolls I am of course nowhere near as good a player as Idra so you don't need to willfully misinterpret the title thanks