Typical highschool 'I think I'm in love but really I just have all these funny feelings for this girl' sort of deal. I count it as my first love because at the time it was, but now I'm a bit older I realise that if the same thing happens today it's not love.
I fell in love with a girl I met on WoW but I was never man enough to tell her, so a year went by and she found someone who she is now getting married to.
Lol nah umm in Kindergarten my first love was probably my first friend she's my childhood friend with the same last name as me but it was only a unrequited love till year 6 graduation where I gave up when she moved to a different high school instead of a local one all those years I regretted not telling her :/ was to absorbed into Cricket. I did tell her she was my first love when we met again last year but I guess she considered as a joke from me >.>"
We also were in the same class together from Kindergarten to Year 6 >.<"
..sigh
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My darling girlfriend made me this picture for our 1 month anniversary Was a bit of luck finding her, as I met her while I was in a happy relationship. That ran in to troubles and she was there for support. I almost took the other girl back but then I realised I had the perfect girl as a friend all along n_n
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Ok well here is a little story about the first time I fell in love.
I was seventeen and had just left home. I met this boy who was amazing and everything was perfect. I had never had any emotions before, never trusted anyone never gave feelings a chance. We were together nine months and I was completely in love, then one day I found out my flatmates girlfriend was cheating on him so I battled in my mind what to do. After a couple of days of thinking I decided to tell him the truth. His girlfriend denied it, my flatmate kicked me out, I lost all my friends and my boyfriend (who was best friends with my flatmate) dumped me for being a liar.
I was homeless, friendless and heartbroken.
She went on to screw seven guys behind his back and a year later he came to me and told me how sorry he was. I lost everything I cared about because I told the truth, but most of all I lost my first true love.
17 is too young to find true love! People change too much from then.
I guess it depends on what you think love is. That being said, 17 is very hard. Thank you Rogue for sharing the story. And as deL and nirvAnA have said, though it was hard, and the end result sucked, you did the right thing.
rewind to 2003 or 2004, A young Fresh Produce Lad and the pretty checkout chick, months of flirtatious comments and playful games explodes into something somewhat more intense and passionate. Months of bliss pass by until I find she's banging that friday night regular customer
GG Heart GG
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[07-10, 22:00] PiG Unfortunately I'm incredibly lazy so most of my video footage is just me and iaguz in bed
I was at work today putting in member applications.. and there was a lady by the name of "Ms. Gay Hancock".
WHO DOES THAT TO THEIR CHILD?!
On the topic of love, long story short.
I liked a girl in year 10 but was too scared to say
I was too scared to admit I liked her and start a relationship because I was petrified I would do something wrong and lose her so I lied and said I didn't like her in that way
I break my own heart knowing I could have had something
Fast forward 4 years
After not talking much for two years since completing school I arrange to meet with her for dinner
Start to see each other more often
Realise my feelings for her never really went so I explain the whole situation
She admits she liked me back then too (GOOD ONE BRAD ******* IDIOT)
We become friends again
Fast forward 1 year
After keeping in regular contact she considers me the brother she never had
I still like her but accept she must be happy with who she is with
I guess unlike a lot of first loves, I've managed to keep a friendship alive through being open and honest and she is without a doubt my closest friend. If I had a relationship with her in year 10 I have no doubt I wouldn't be with her today. Simply because over the years I have changed from being a shy, withheld and scared boy into an outgoing, open and caring man. So I guess at least I haven't blown that chance LOL.
I've never had a girlfriend so I guess I don't yearn for the feeling given I have never experienced it. It's arguably the single area in my life I have no power in/feeling of fulfillment. My brother is getting married to the first girl he had a relationship with after being together for 4 years, so I take a lot from him. I'd rather get married to the first woman I have a relationship with than be single after being with 30.
At the moment yeah! I dunno it's odd because we are literally as close as you can be without being friends with benefits - she isn't that kind of person - or together. So I am happy. Feelings can't just be swept under the carpet but I can be responsible for them now. Like I am not "waiting" for her or anything. I'm sure there are plenty of other people out there!
At the moment yeah! I dunno it's odd because we are literally as close as you can be without being friends with benefits - she isn't that kind of person - or together. So I am happy. Feelings can't just be swept under the carpet but I can be responsible for them now. Like I am not "waiting" for her or anything. I'm sure there are plenty of other people out there!
I had been in a boys school for 4 years(13-16 years old) and never really know wtf are girls. So i had like crushes on every girl i see back then LOL~. Fast forward to poly year 1(1 year ago), i didnt really know what love really feels so i everytime i have a crush on a girl, i thought i loved her or something. Until i really met my first love like last year june.
We started off as hi-bye friends, then grew closer as we studied together(some same modules). As we grew closer, started talking about our own lives and interests and stuff. Slowly, i felt more and more attracted to her. i really felt this was my 1st love. It was the first time i had ever felt this way for anyone. Of course as a gamer, we all are shy to really pop the question because you are scared of losing her and stuff. I remembered once she told me she didnt like a younger guy(i was 1 year younger than her), and i just broke down and cried.. i think i just felt that i had no chance and stuff. But i didnt want to give up.. i guess its because its my first time having such strong feelings for a person. So i did my best and plucked up courage to ask her out on dates and stuff. After a few months of going out and messaging, i decided to pop the question( WILL you be my GIRLFRIEND THINGY),
she replied..
GIVE ME 2 YEARS TO THINK
Guess what i replied?
I bargained LOL~
In the end we settled on 9 weeks for her to consider...
IT was the most anticipated day of my entire life.. I will never forget the date. November 10 2011..
I waited
November 10 2011, the day has arrived..
We went out to have dinner after a movie. I remember it was the Ashtons at Cathay( Yes i very cheapo).
When i asked her the question, she said she will answer after dinner...
After dinner, while we were walking around, she said.. "We can still be good friends"...
I broke into tears, literally. And just walk away from her, then i went home. Crying.
To be Continued. (
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I remember back in grade 4-5, i had a huge crush on a girl. We were sitting next to each other in class, and it was some sort of toy day, and we were given balloons.
Now, I had this cool balloon trick, where you blow it up and hold it in your mouth, and the air comes into your mouth and out your nose... thus deflating the balloon. I had impressed many a friend with that trick.
So i did this to impress her... but i had a runny nose that day, and snot flew out everywhere.
Heavily embarrassing.
She said 'maybe next time you should blow your nose first'. I was heartbroken and so ashamed!
I was originally going to just do my usual boring troll kind of post in this thread, but I decided to just dive in head first and actually put effort into a post for once in my life, so here is my story in particularly artsy fashion from a non artsy guy.
You see, I was a young boy when we met.
Our lives would never be the same again.
Undying love is what I expected, but alas I was young and stupid...
All too oblivious to see it wouldn't last
Really thought she would be the one for me.
Everyday we'd sit in the sun and laugh.
Although the relationship was new and amazing.
Love was not all it was cracked up to be.
Lust drove her away.
Before I had even said "I love you".
Every part of my heart was shattered.
"There is something I need to tell you".
All my world began to quake.
Forgetting what she did was too hard.
A single night ruined everything.
Gone as quick as it came.
God I wish I could change what happened.
Over and I was heart broken
Then I said I'd never love again.
Stupid bitch.
kinda emo and you'll all probably think its gay but whatever. It's hard to share.
Ulimate_Sacrifice, who is one of my best mates got me into SC2 and got me into this
& my ex on the right (lol bronzie)
But anyway I didn't really talk to deth until the last Xin event (no.6 I believe).
I saw him at the train station with Noodle and I wanted to go sit with him (but i was also seeing this other dude that looked like a chick that got on at the same station)
It was a pretty empty tournament on that day and it was the first time I played in a SC2 tournie (they actually had girls at the venue that wanted to play & played zerg at the time) and got thrashed haha. Deth was spectating my face instead of the game on the projector, giggling his face away whenever I lost from all the facial expressions i pulled prior to loosing (what a cock head) and ended up having a 2v2 show match at the end of the day. He ended up taking my keyboard and tried to win by himself (silly)
After that had a couple of drinks at a pub and then naughty things happened.
She was a gorgeous girl (italian/asian), so I decided to man da **** up and go for it, it went well
Ill spare the whole details lol, we went out for almost 2 years years, breaking up twice because of problems we had, we were madly in love, and I seriously thought she was the one and she would be my childhood sweetheart into adulthood. We didnt have much in common except we were both a little crazy and laughed and joked about random things, and we were the type that could stare at each other for ages in silence
The final time we broke up, it came as a big suprise, we were having problems with some bitches saying lies about me and wrecking everything, and just as I thought everything was alright she asked to break up, and lets just say I didnt handle it well.
It took 3-4 months to get over it, it took a huge toll on my mind and my body, after going to psychology because truth is, and ill be honest, I wanted to commit suicide, as it was often too much to process. Im better now but, now and then I just feel a little sad. It just changed me negatively in so many ways, some changes that sometimes scare people.
But hopefully I find another girl, and im sure I will find someone 50000000x better
PS: I LOVE U SC2SEA
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I met her through a group of friends that I had started hanging out with (This was to be my first group of really close friends, and remains so to this day). After a few events having hung around each other we started talking online and it was very much like an addiction, I personally couldnt get enough of it. Over time she actually asked me 'Do you like me?', being the meek, shy individual that I am I hadn't broached the subject with her first. Having admitted my feelings for her, she let me know that she felt the same way.
Fast forward to the next social function in which we were in close proximity, we talked a LOT during the party and then afterwards I had my very first kiss in the back of her car, we decided to start dating that night.
We had a wonderful period of 13 months in which I grew a LOT as a person and owe her a lot for that, Unfortunately she reached a point where she wanted more out of the relationship than I was capable of giving, For, As you see, I was only beginning my university life, whereas she had, prior to dating me, just finished her course completely. She wanted to settle down and move in together, and eventually get married. Unfortunately I was not in a financial position to move out of home with her, and as a result she wanted me to leave my university course and pursue full time employment at my current job. I said no and eventually we broke up as neither of us was willing to give up on what we wanted from the relationship.
I guess it really is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all .
We talked, we drank, we stayed up till 8 am. Party dissolved, but that girl had something in her. After two productive nights of chatting online, I invited her over for a goodbye party of our mutual friend. We made out, I offered to start dating.
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