I have nothing to add, just to echo what everybody has said.
Reading all of these comments is really refreshing. You have an amazing support base around you - one that few people in your situation feel or know they have.
Not only does this make me respect the SC2SEA community so much more, it only strengthens my love for people. Although my dream may be to run the biggest esports event in the world - fundamentally it is for everybody to be able to live a free and fulfilling life. Although it is a "someday" dream and I may not be able to change the world, it is the soul reason I wake up and get out of bed each day. My motto is "keep smiling"
Every person on this planet can and does make a difference to the world be it small or large on the grand scale of things but always remember - you are the world to somebody as somebody is the world to you.
We all love you for who you are and for who you aren't.
Never forget that ♥
Ur 19, theres alot of other things out there you`ve never seen or heard before.
I was going through a pretty low period once and a good friend brought me to this orphanage. Thats when i realise i am very fortunate compared to alot of ppl out there. Strangely, social work is a great way to not only help others, but help yourself too.
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Cheese is Art.
You're 19 you actually can't **** up
When I went to university (ANU) I was studying asian studies. So social science and language.
One of the leading professors had many interesting things to say. He had a text book published and was great professor of history, culture, philosophy, politics, international relations etc
He actually failed university irreparably the first time - not one class, almost all of them
He went back several years later and was extremely successful.
You have so many supporters here - a lot more than the average user - so push on and things will get better with age
Hey Panda, I remember our practice games we played while chatting with you and your friend over Skype. You seem like a really good person and remember you being interesting, funny and in good spirits. Hopefully this is just a bad patch and you can find a way to get past this. Good luck and if you want to chat on Skype let me know!!
I just got back from a long day. (Running errands, attending my cousin's b'day, telling relatives how I'm 'suppose' to be going to med school in Sept assuming results in Aug don't screw me over) and I find this thread.
From the bottom of my heart (and slightly demented mind)
THANK YOU SC2SEA COMMUNITY
Everyone, thank you for giving words of encouragement, support and just positive things. This Panda feels overwhelmed. I want to write to all of you but one does not just write his feelings of gratitude and thanks with words. Just know I'm very emotionally overwhelmed by you guys :')
To say that I will fight this would be me repeating what I said a couple weeks back when I got expelled from my classes. To say I will not have such thoughts would be a lie. But to say I now know I have people who understand and willing to hear me out (parents aside, they still don't accept the idea their son is labelled depressed and dangerous to self. The psych I was suppose to see saw me more of a case study.) is not only refreshing but heartwarming to say the least.
I will do my best to not only achieve something this Panda will be proud of but something THIS community can be proud (or close to it) of as well.
Again, to all of you guys, thank you and much love from Panda
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NA - ThePandarine.180 :: SEA - ThePandarine.180
Proud to be Nunquam redono, nunquam deditionem
Last edited by ToRPandarine; Sat, 2nd-Jun-2012 at 1:43 AM.
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