[5:21 AM] ThePandarine:
you know what sucks when you're the only kid who has been kept away from social events other than those chaperoned, communicating with people parents disapprove of and not show social etiqutte?
[5:21 AM] ThePandarine:
when you have your own opinion and others are greatly against it
[5:21 AM] ThePandarine:
you just dont know how to counter their arguments
[5:21 AM] ThePandarine:
its frustrating sometimes
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine:
sometimes even maddening and saddening
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine:
bah
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine has reached 10500 chatbox lines!
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine:
what do i know eh?
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine:
im just a 19 year old kid who fucked up for the last 4 years
[5:22 AM] ThePandarine:
so what do i know compared to the countless years people have
[5:23 AM] ThePandarine:
i should just ******* keep quiet and ******* die in a corner
[5:23 AM] ThePandarine:
doubt anyone would notice or miss me
[5:30 AM] ThePandarine:
maybe i should...tho this time not with pills...
[5:31 AM] ThePandarine:
drowning, bleeding, electrocution, suffocation
[5:31 AM] ThePandarine:
might even consider sepukku
[5:31 AM] ThePandarine:
idfk and idfc
[5:31 AM] ThePandarine sighs loudly
[5:31 AM] ThePandarine:
i think im glad chat is empty now
[5:32 AM] ThePandarine:
sometimes i feel what i say is never heard
[5:32 AM] ThePandarine:
tht saying even the little guys count
[5:32 AM] ThePandarine:
is not true
[5:33 AM] ThePandarine:
always the big names rolling
[5:33 AM] ThePandarine:
hahaha
[5:33 AM] ThePandarine:
theres a laugh
[5:33 AM] ThePandarine:
always a popularity contest aint it?
[5:33 AM] ThePandarine:
meh
Don't do it.
Give 13 11 14 a call. Lifeline hotline, free anonymous call, they're good people and they'll help you out. Failing that, I'll always be around midnight-6am weekdays if you need someone to chat to.
I won't be up at this hour until Monday morning, and there's no ******* way I'm going to wait 48 hours+ to say something that could potentially help, or prevent someone from harming themselves.
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