Ulimate_Sacrifice, who is one of my best mates got me into SC2 and got me into this
& my ex on the right (lol bronzie)
But anyway I didn't really talk to deth until the last Xin event (no.6 I believe).
I saw him at the train station with Noodle and I wanted to go sit with him (but i was also seeing this other dude that looked like a chick that got on at the same station)
It was a pretty empty tournament on that day and it was the first time I played in a SC2 tournie (they actually had girls at the venue that wanted to play & played zerg at the time) and got thrashed haha. Deth was spectating my face instead of the game on the projector, giggling his face away whenever I lost from all the facial expressions i pulled prior to loosing (what a cock head) and ended up having a 2v2 show match at the end of the day. He ended up taking my keyboard and tried to win by himself (silly)
After that had a couple of drinks at a pub and then naughty things happened.
She was a gorgeous girl (italian/asian), so I decided to man da **** up and go for it, it went well
Ill spare the whole details lol, we went out for almost 2 years years, breaking up twice because of problems we had, we were madly in love, and I seriously thought she was the one and she would be my childhood sweetheart into adulthood. We didnt have much in common except we were both a little crazy and laughed and joked about random things, and we were the type that could stare at each other for ages in silence
The final time we broke up, it came as a big suprise, we were having problems with some bitches saying lies about me and wrecking everything, and just as I thought everything was alright she asked to break up, and lets just say I didnt handle it well.
It took 3-4 months to get over it, it took a huge toll on my mind and my body, after going to psychology because truth is, and ill be honest, I wanted to commit suicide, as it was often too much to process. Im better now but, now and then I just feel a little sad. It just changed me negatively in so many ways, some changes that sometimes scare people.
But hopefully I find another girl, and im sure I will find someone 50000000x better
PS: I LOVE U SC2SEA
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Previously known as PiPoGevy
We talked, we drank, we stayed up till 8 am. Party dissolved, but that girl had something in her. After two productive nights of chatting online, I invited her over for a goodbye party of our mutual friend. We made out, I offered to start dating.
I met her through a group of friends that I had started hanging out with (This was to be my first group of really close friends, and remains so to this day). After a few events having hung around each other we started talking online and it was very much like an addiction, I personally couldnt get enough of it. Over time she actually asked me 'Do you like me?', being the meek, shy individual that I am I hadn't broached the subject with her first. Having admitted my feelings for her, she let me know that she felt the same way.
Fast forward to the next social function in which we were in close proximity, we talked a LOT during the party and then afterwards I had my very first kiss in the back of her car, we decided to start dating that night.
We had a wonderful period of 13 months in which I grew a LOT as a person and owe her a lot for that, Unfortunately she reached a point where she wanted more out of the relationship than I was capable of giving, For, As you see, I was only beginning my university life, whereas she had, prior to dating me, just finished her course completely. She wanted to settle down and move in together, and eventually get married. Unfortunately I was not in a financial position to move out of home with her, and as a result she wanted me to leave my university course and pursue full time employment at my current job. I said no and eventually we broke up as neither of us was willing to give up on what we wanted from the relationship.
I guess it really is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all .
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